~Dying~

I feel like dying...
I wanna kill myself...
Bt sumthing hv been holding me back...
I cant figure out wad is tat...
Bt sumthing...sumthing's been telling me 2 stay alive...
Atleast nt crying infront og any1 else...
Everyday...i feel lyk crying...bt i hv no tears coming out...
Bt 2day...14/7/2009...i cried...reli badly...
Bt i still feel unhapi...
Y m I lyk tat...
Izit sumthing wrong wif my lifestyle or sumthing is wrong wif my attitude?
Shud i chg? Or jz kill myself n remain my old style in my fren's memory...
I h8 me!

-Committed Suicide On 15/7/2009 After Posted In Tis Blog-