~Dying~

I feel like dying...
I wanna kill myself...
Bt sumthing hv been holding me back...
I cant figure out wad is tat...
Bt sumthing...sumthing's been telling me 2 stay alive...
Atleast nt crying infront og any1 else...
Everyday...i feel lyk crying...bt i hv no tears coming out...
Bt 2day...14/7/2009...i cried...reli badly...
Bt i still feel unhapi...
Y m I lyk tat...
Izit sumthing wrong wif my lifestyle or sumthing is wrong wif my attitude?
Shud i chg? Or jz kill myself n remain my old style in my fren's memory...
I h8 me!

-Committed Suicide On 15/7/2009 After Posted In Tis Blog-

『Piano』

My soul is the piano, his words are the keys.
Together we compose, the best of symphonies.

How my soul replays his words of the day.
Like a composer writing a play.

I hear the music, as he strikes a key.
an orchestra, is what I see.

Two soul that share a common ground.
a friendship they have found.

What is a piano, without the player.
It's like a soul, without a desire.

It sits alone in the dark,
waiting for someone to light a spark.

A hope or a desire,
waiting for someone to inspire.

To play a song of the heart,
a song of two souls that will never depart.