『Failure』

Urgh!!!Lose again this time!
Why is has to be this result when it comes to this kinda things...am i that bad in this?
Haiz...I don't wanna care abt it anymre larr...let the fate decide shud i suceed in this kinda things lor...
I just wanna relax for the coming year...so that my heart can heal up...
==...why am I talking lyk a dying person...==
Should I end my life here at this moment?
Well...nobody will cares by the way...Why should'nt I?
Hmmm...I wish I can overcome whatever probs I'm hvin with my friends at the moment...
Cuz...I CAN'T LOSE ANYMRE!!!!
Otherwise...I'll really commit suicide...^^

P.S.Any1 hu cares abt me...when u read tis post...plz dun ask me anything abt it...I wanna rest...pity my heart larr...It can't receive any shock anymre...if not i'll really broke down next time...heart failure...^^